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Here’s my advice of the day. You know how much you like someone, when they wake you up at half past 3 at night, and all you can do is smile!

So, I’m having a relaxing early night, after a bath and a faketan, because im extremely worked up about my exams.. and i dont feel like i am revising enough but i just dont stop. Plus, its my last day of 6th form tomorrow and its an all day drinking session, but I’d rather like to make it to night time!

So thats my day, last day of lessons, woke up by sumone thats sexy enough to do it! (lucky bastard!) and erm, revision oh and i ate 3 pies!!!!

Well last night I went out in leeds for first time in… A while shall we say and i can report back and say its as bad as I fort it was.

Its just full of fuckers that are total twats in how they act, dance and try to show off to their friends which in turn pisses someone off (and their friends) then it all kicks off and it seems to be endless! TBF I’m not going to lie sumat made me very angery and then I seemed to become one of these twats trying to find a excuse to take my drunken anger out on some one. There is so many people as well crowding in to one club, people wouldnt let chickens move in such a small space so why do they let them selfs???(TBF that wa just the club i was in “halo”,the main room is just packed out but then there is a seconde room that wasn’t as packed out and seemed to be more chilled).

the only saving grace for the night was the people i was with, some of my best friends, people I’ve knowen years and my GF.

so to sum up the night

• go to Revolution, sunni cant get in so we have to go to yates.
• some one starts on sunni in yates.
• we then go to varsity(yes i cnt spell name of place) sunni pulls some old women.
• Go halo, jump que and some one starts on sunni.
• sunni gets kicked out of halo, we sneek him back in
• some one grips me and claire (ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH) wish I’d have smacked the cunt!!! while lifting claires dress up.
• walk to train station trying to find a fight cause I was in a bad mood by this point(i know i wa being a twat).
• found a fight at train station with some fat fuck but it wa more like a dance than owt lol.
• and then got home around half 4.

Yano I reckon we all need a good Ego boost once in a while! and less of them knocks that you get from people or even people u don’t know!

See all you seem to hear about is how girls have to live up to this body type that lads apprently like and they have to look a certan way, well lads in the 21st cent do too and the pressure is getting ever greater with the growth of “pretty boys” and metrosexuals( yes my spellign is shit lol). So next time you girls moan about how u have to live up to this image think about what kind of image you want in a lad and think how hard it is for them to some times to live up to this!

I wish I looked like so many diffrent people in pictures and people who are on T,V but  I when I think… I’m fine as I am, who gives 3 fuckes if I’m not a “Fad boy” with the new hair style or new clothes.

and apprently lads get better looking with age Sooo yay! us cause im pretty “fineeeee” lol

If I tried to paint my perfect life I doubt I could, All the colors would mix and it would become blurred because who can say what perfect life is? Who can define the lines between Great, Good, Ok, Bad and even worse?

TBH I reckon my life is quite good ATM because I have all I could ever need right now I have my family and friends and all my loved ones around me. So I reckon I should just take a picture instead of painting one!

T,I “What you need to do is be thankful for the life you got, know what I’m saying? Stop looking at what you aint got n start being thankful for what you do got”

Well, I awoke today with a smashing headache, two hours early and realised I may have killed my boyfriend! Yesterday my car broke down.. yada yada yada long story short, i was stuck in cross flats park! Therefore i couldnt take my car out that night and therefore unable to drive him home. Walking, I asked him to text me when he was home and yes.. he didnt! I awoke to realise I have no text from him and thought maybe he died on the way home! Obviously, being the good girlfriend i am, I text him to see if he was alive, but no reply! :O oh no!

So I made my way to 6th form (the cars now fixed.. some simple blockage apparently) only to find I dont even have a bloody lesson until 2 o clock! Ballache! Im sick to death of going to that shiting school to find I have no lessons! What is the bleeding point when we get bollocked for not turning upto 1 lesson and they can cancel what ever they bleeding like.. authority my arse!

Anyway, away from my little rant.. yeh so i found my boyfriend is still alive luckily, so I no longer have the guilt of killing him! :D yay me! I spent the rest of the day revising (like the little angel i am) and now im sat here writing my first ever tumblr blog! (Boring i know but its my first!)

So.. thats my blog :D xx

So i missed yesterday’s blog because we had a BBQ for my Grandad’s 65th. Not a bad day all in all.. I think I may have bored my boyfriend to peices, but at least he showed for me. And if your wanting to know what Ive done all day.. Im still in my pjs, just finished writing my uni essay (that was hard!) and ive played with the puppy (god hes hilarious!) So heres my daily rant;

Since being small, my family have been so important to me; if you like, the only people that were ever there for me. When I say family, I mean my Parents, my Brother, my Grandparents, Aunties, Uncles and Cousins. We had parties every week, playing out in the feilds until late at night, hide and seek, and scare in the dark (a game we made up.. hilarious!) But as I got older I came to understand the quotation ‘You can choose your friends but you cant choose your family’. When my friends iritate me, i can go find new friends, but when someone in my family iritates me I have to live with it.

There is one specific member, that I’ve never really got on with (not going to rant about it on here because its personal) but everyone has that ‘uncle nobhead’ as Peter Kaye would say. Yet as much as I hate to admit it, they still all mean the world to me and I wish I were still as naive as I was as a child, where I was oblivious to their problems and focul points. It meant alot to me, and to the rest of the family that certain people were at this event, and it meant alot more that certain people were not. I suppose it’s the effort that counts, even if it is in some cases, people show up for a drink, or people send a card to someone they hardly know, it really is the thought that counts.

So yeh, you probably have no idea what im talking about, but thats my pondering for the day.. It is the thought that counts, and when it counts its much appreciated, and when it doesn’t count.. Uncle Nobhead notices!

Well, I awoke today with a smashing headache, two hours early and realised I may have killed my boyfriend! Yesterday my car broke down.. yada yada yada long story short, i was stuck in cross flats park! Therefore i couldnt take my car out that night and therefore unable to drive him home. Walking, I asked him to text me when he was home and yes.. he didnt! I awoke to realise I have no text from him and thought maybe he died on the way home! Obviously, being the good girlfriend i am, I text him to see if he was alive, but no reply! :O oh no!

So I made my way to 6th form (the cars now fixed.. some simple blockage apparently) only to find I dont even have a bloody lesson until 2 o clock! Ballache! Im sick to death of going to that shiting school to find I have no lessons! What is the bleeding point when we get bollocked for not turning upto 1 lesson and they can cancel what ever they bleeding like.. authority my arse!

Anyway, away from my little rant.. yeh so i found my boyfriend is still alive luckily, so I no longer have the guilt of killing him! :D yay me! I spent the rest of the day revising (like the little angel i am) and now im sat here writing my first ever tumblr blog! (Boring i know but its my first!)

So.. thats my blog :D xx

Suprisingly, I’m really happy at the moment. This is just a quicki bcos im tired so im going to bed..

I’ve had a really good week, been going to the gym alot and spent time revising or being with the bf. Yesterday we went shopping, and ate lots and lots, and the boob left his bag! haha was so retarded! The guy blatently new it was him by how red he went!

Tnyt we went to go see star trek (which i thought was going to be crap and geeky and BORING!). It was awsum! I got rather confused with the past and future etc seen as tho ive never watched it in my life i was confuzzled! But yeh i actually get it, and not to ruin it for any1.. but captain tirk (or w.e his name is) is sexy!!!

Yeh so the film was really good i would reccomend it to star trek fans and non fans alike! Really worth my orange wednesday freebie (which is also amazing!)

I would also recomend my bf.. hes going to read this (seen as though ur the only 1 who does..) hes been really nice lately as usual and ive had fun :)

xxx